Smart people ...listen up!!!Betrayal and deceitfulness

Have been watching lotsa reality TV shows lately. The Apprentice, simple life, America's next top supermodel...makes me really think. Why are human beings just sooo selfish?just in order to get what they want and for their own personal benefit, they are willing to hurt their closest friends, closest people around them !!! These people we are talking about , are the people who were there for u, and will be by your side no matter what the circumstances were. MY goodness...have ppl of this age lost their heart?..where oh where oh my dear Lord is your loving people, the people you created to love each other ? i truly reckon that satan is really having a strong hold at these end times. Even my dear fellow christian friends are of such. What do i make of these things ?Members of churches are quarelling, fighting neck to neck for some apparent stupid simple things. it is at this time that makes you wonder....if only i were a kid again. no worries, no troubles...free from all the evils of the world.

What do you make out of friends whom u trusted and then betrayed you when you least expect it? well, i met one recently. why am i just so really unlucky? or is it just me always failing to recognise and distinguish which are the friends to trust and which not to? all my life....i have been betrayed and betrayed again by friends... friends who betrayed me just for the sake of their own selfish ambitions.

Do you know how it feels to be betrayed by someone you trust?
It really hurts so much deep down inside, worst than breaking up ( I think..i dunno...haven't been in one so i really dunno ) . anyway, i think being a friend no matter what friend or no matter how long you have known the friend for..be it 10 years, 2 weeks or even a day! You must be sincere...giving ur best to him or her and not wanting anything in return, not wanting u yourself to gain any benefit or to be able to achieve your own selfish needs. i think it is just utterly not right!Even if you think that friend is stupid or not compatible to your thoughts in mind, have you not a sense of humility?

God created some slow and some fast, some smart and some less competent, why?....in order for us to learn from each other, to be a better person for the furtherance of His Kingdom. Ok, so you are smart..so what? it does not mean that you know more things than the one less competent. In fact, sometimes, you might even learn some valuable life lessons from the latter!the Bible said " When you are weak, you are strong ; When you are poor, you are rich" It doesn't say so without a purpose! For everything was created with a purpose. We were created so we are able to glorify God!!! not to disgrace Him by lying, cheating, betraying, deceiving!!! We were born to the world naked, it means with nothing with us. we brought nothing with us,...so who are we to demand things from people, who are we to deserve the best things for ourselves. who are we to even groan " why are they so slow? so stupid?Why can't they just think a bit faster?. work a bit harder? " The fact that you are smarter is enough to thank God for what you have and have a sense of responsibility to share your smartness around. haha...if only all the smart people were like that... there won't be any dumbos walking around anymore...haha. So, smart people, listen up !!!

Blurry Lab Session and Dumbness

just finish lab today....was in a super duper blurry mood... didn't know what i was doing..luckily i had a good lab mate....may yee to untangle my blurrness...hehe..but i felt rather stupid...hmmmm..talking about stupidity, blurrness and junie.. i thinkk they all come hand-in-hand...they are all correlated.don't you think?

Do you ever feel looked down upon or that u think u are so stupid..and everyone else seem to be just smarter than you are? well...that's what i feel all the time...whenever i step my foot in IMU. its like....how come everyone else can finish doing pharmaceutical calculations so fast and you are like the last to finish? why does everyone like to teach you to do things or tell you to do things?..are you really that dumbo ?or is it how you have potrayed yourself that made people feel that they need to tell about smthg.?did they finish doing all calculations so fast because they are naturally smart or did they do some exercises before or is it just another scene of the dumbo me?why...why did God create some smart and some less smart @dumbo like me?...haha...whatever it is...i am still happy being me!!!i guess i just have to accept the fact that some pppl are smarter than the others and that smartness does not necessarily determine the happiness of one's life. some ppl just have to work harder than the rest in order to achive the same results.

But , i must still say ...self-confidence is so important in a person's life! Whenever i feel down or feel stupid.or feel like a dumbo..i will have low self-confidence and will talk less....its funny...and it is just a very spontaneous reaction to the way i feel

Torn between Friends

haih...start of new semester marks start of new conflicts....
but, my conflicts are such that it does not involve others but only myself!!! what a weird conflict i would say.....
i just find life as a 20 year...so different from life when i was in high school...in high school i had a bunch of friends...a fixed bunch of friends...we do everything together...from studying to camping together....

but now....studying..i have a gang....hanging out lepaking...another gang... it is just so...different..
all the time..i just keep asking myself...do i belong to this gang or that gang?..does it even matter whether i belong to a gang anot?..is it that impotant to feell this sense of belonging?...but...life is a single persons' journey isnt it?no one is gonna care whether u are lonely at times or not...no one..!!!u are the one who has to make the initiative..to ask around what activities they are having in order to feel belonged....so..again..its a conflict of self...why..oh..why am i having so much conflict within me?..why oh why...do i iquestion myself so much?...can't life be as simple as ABC?..no...there must be boy girl..conflicts....there must be friends conflicting each other...haih....where do i belong?where do you belong?

Friends vs Best Friends

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number
(cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff
Friend : you have to awkwardly ask them for favours
Best Friend : will offer their help before you even ask


Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you


Friend: would delete this letter
Best friend: will send this back to me and all of their online
buddies


>>Friends Forever!

Written with a pen

Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

>>Are we friends or are we not?

>>You told me once, but I forgot..

>>So tell me now and tell me true,





>>So I can say, I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

>>You're the ones I won't forget..
>>
>>And if I die before you do,
>>
>>I'll go to Heaven
>>
>>And wait for you.

Philip, Junie and Samantha mopping the floor. Debbie holding the camera.

Phillip, Samantha and I . Thumbs up for the bestest choc chip Samantha ever made!!Her First attempt in baking!!Samantha says she loves to bake but don't have the equipments.So, i brought the turboboiler and the baking tray to Phillip's house to bake. Samantha went to Carrefour to buy the instant choc chip cookie mixture with Phillip.

It was quite an exciting first -time attempt as the butter over-melted. sop we had to put the butter back into the freezer to harden a bit. while waiting....we had sushi and vitagen. that samantha i tell u...loves to drink vitagen soooo much!! she finished 5 or botols of vitagen all in less than 15 mins!!! I think if she goes for drinking vitagen competition ...she will win la!!!

the cookies nearly got burnt!!! hehe...although i didn't tell them...