Friday, August 12, 2005

too self-conscious for good???

hmmm..i have been wondering...is it bcoz i have dyed my hair, i have become prettier or is it that i look weird? how come i go everywhere also ppl look at me one? haha!! really strange that i should say this in my blog, but that s just how i really feel. actually, ii dun really feel comfortable you know when ppl look at you, even if you don't know the person. Do you feel that same? Do you feel that pppl are always looking at you ?or is it just my stupid self-consious mind telling me that ppl r looking at me?hmmmmm..is not life again weird?..

I have come to a conclusion ( which is no conclusion at all ! )
Ppl look at you ( even if they don't know you ) bcoz,
1. You are pretty... ( which i dont really think so in my case, though i would like
to believe it is, there r so many other pretty lads! y me? )
2. There is something on your face ( maybe your face is smudgy, or it could be even
bcoz there is a 'nose shit' mucus hanging out of
your nose !!HA! HA!This is real common, believe me, ive seen it in so many ppl.
but, how do you tell them without embarrasing them? for me, ill just
tell.hehe..although it would be really funnily embarassing. )
3. They have got nothing better to do than to look at ppl(whoever it is, ugly,pretty)
4. They look at you bcoz you look at them ( then, they will think u r looking at
them, and they think y you look at them, then, they will think, you look at them
bcoz you think they are pretty, then , they snub at you just bcoz they think you
think they are pretty ) Man, how i hate all these egoistic self-centered, think
they are these real real beautiful beings existing in this world as if they are
the queen of the universe.Get real ppl!!! everyone is beautiful in thier own
personal way. even if you are seriously physically more beautiful than the
others,and have a nice body, that doesn't give you any credit or whatsoever to
snub at ppl who are less of you!)

conclusion : i still dunno...y do ppl look at you, when u go p/malam, market, uni,y?
don't look at you cannot meh? ....they got nothing better to do meh?