Are u contented?

More than laziness...i think our society today really lacks contentment. u have a gf..but still..u flirt around when u see a gal u think is prettier than ur gf justin hope to get a better looking gf..haih..men..men...boys boys...how realistic!!! Why does boys always and i mean always have to look at the wrapper and not in its content? is not the inner package that is more important than how the package is wrapped? haih...so dissapointed w em. tell me..just tell me.. which guy will never look at the outside package before deciding to make a move? none that a know of!! They want the best looking gal, the gal with the most curvacious figure to be their gf...y? they want to be envied by their friends... wat are we girls to them man? a trophy to display around and show off to their friends?! ergggghhh!!! Even though how good an angel that gal maybe.. its never enough to satisfy them.. they will never be contented with the 6-star treatment they get from their not so pretty, consolation prize girlfriend...and in the end.. another heart breaking story unfolds...haih.saddening guys! who do they think they are?

back to contentment..same way goes to girls..always complaining and comparing.non-stop!!! Once a gal is prettier than u 'aw..that gal..not pretty enough la...head too big, buttocks too small etc etc....' even if u do complement her to others or tel others 'aw..she is really.pretty' ...then it follows' wished i had those eyes, those lips...etc...' we are never contented, never happy with watever we have!!when will we ever come in tune with our own self...when are we ever gonna be grateful for whatever we have? I guess.. thats why Jesus came from heaven to earth.. to teach us the lesson of Godliness with contentment... to count our blessing for each and everything that we have. we complain that we have short legs, but wat about those who dont have legs?..should they kill themslef and die instead??

Jolly Jelly Xmas

Xmas..of course go church la...but the preacher today not very good. he was a bit cheong hei... and a bit too much of info to input into my sleepy head.. very tired a!! yesterday work till 7 pm then have to go for xmas street party in TTDI. met Wei Jin from medic IMU. i couldnt really remem his name. hehe..just remem his name start with w. but, surprise surprise..he remembered my name!!! haha!! tot i was just a small small small fry...how come they can remem my name but i can't? do u think i have poor memory..i think i have amnesia. hehe..neway,.. met wern jun also and few others. met Grace also...boy, could she sing!! she said she entered MI but got kicked out the first session. What judges we have la....Grace so talented u noe...but...kicked out? they must have real thick mucus in their ears.!!!the street party got soo much much things to eat.rojak..lok lok, capati, beef, lamb etc...been eating like a pig this xmas. so many invites..soo much good food. Don't be surprised if u find a pig walking aroung imu in 3 january.. haha!!

anyway..back to church..after service was another great feast for me. One aunty made konnyaku jelly!!! MY FAV!! haha!! After 1 month of deprivation of konnnayku jelly ( due to financial constrains ( konnyaku jelly very ex ler...and mum also nagging me..advising me to stop eating so much junkies !) this was the time for me to release my self/...i practically finished all the jelly she made i think it amounts to 2 packtets of jelly, it was a lot..but i had a time of my life haha!! there were longans and nata de coco..so it was so delicious i couldnt stop..( me being me ;p) , of course beside jelly..i had others also.. the red bean soup la, cream puff la, porridge la etc la. Dunno why... lately,.i have been craving for red bean.. everyday i must eat somwthing too do with red bead,,, be it red bean bun , soup or angku.. and boy.. the amount of red bean i eat... 20 red bean angku in one go. that despite having three meals a day!!! wonder wat is worng wif me...i think i must really stop my craziness..once i like a thing i just go all out for it .. once the season goes off...it dissapears. But, funny,...i can only eat so much when im alone...but when i am with people....i can control myself. maybe this is wat they call it as boredom or eating when i am feeling lonely. anyway...have made a new year resolution to stop this craziness. perhaps i might even be able to shed a few kilos!!!( all the gals in IMU seems to be in a diet frenzy..look at grace!!! stick think but yet...i heard she is on a diet!! wat about yih yang, sharon, Kimberly... etc....?same case! is a competition going on or am i missing out something? do update me if i am lost somehwere in IMU. eating just a curry puff or doughnut for lunch?..hmmm....is that filling? come to think of it,,,,isnt it plain torturing to be depriving urself of one of the greatest thing you can enjoy as a human being?i dunno....sometimes they eat so little it makes me feel like a total pig !! haha!!

Xmas present at the beep of the hp

Xmas....the most beautiful and wonderful season of the year...or so it seems....so ...how did i celebrate my xmas?

Hey hey hey!! its d day when Jesus was born!!! The saviour who died on the cross to wash away all our sin!!! i mean...u see.. we are all by nature so sinful...even though how goodie good a person u may be ( outwardly) but...im sure none of us, yes, none of us can run away from sin, from saying, talking or even dreaming bad things !!! Even simple things like : ' oh, how i wish i had those eyes, those lips, those hair...etc' is a sin!!! Aw, man....how can we be as perfect as Jesus? we can't. i can't. Try as i might, every single day... i just can't run away from sinning!I guess that's why Jesus is so important to me.. to forgive me everyday.. and take away whatever dirty stuff that i have done. In view of how important Jesus is to me.....so how did i celeb the bday of my bestest best friend, who knows and bears all my probs?

well...stayed up late till 00:00 just to wish merry xmas through sms to all my friends . then, a hug and a kiss to each of the family member..and off i was to bed. So tired! worked whole day! sold 64 bottles of Pantene together with may yee. oh ya... talking about that.. haha...it was really a blessed day for me. In the last minute, my supervisor called and told me to find another promoter to promote pantene leave-on hair mosituriser. If i can find, the commission is rm20 for each 25 bottles solf. If can't find, i myself have to sell 30 bottles only to get rm10!! so much difference!! Of course...i pia ming find ppl to work. sms to so many ppl...but none was available. Then, just before i slept,..i sms may yee. i tot haiya...just try la..she last time told me she taught tuition etc...maybe...just maybe there might be a slight chance she will want to work. so i sent a sms to her. in my heart, i actually tot she 95% wouldn't want to work wan la...i mean...she so pretty and looks so elegant and like millionaires daughter. summore she so thin and fragile...want her to work as a promoter ???? It will be more like an ant performing a Herculean task! HAHA!!

But....
Hey Hey Hey...the next morning.. (with the hp still in my grip )i recieved an sms. she said Yes!!! somemore say her bro gf wan to work as well!! this is doulbe blessing from God!!The person that i least expected to agree to work actually said YES!!! i was so shocked!!!and Happy also la..so now i dun have to work so hard and can at the same time earn double the pay..thanx may yee!!