Surprise from sis!!

went downstairs early in the morning. helped mum with breakfast. went upstairs to bathe . was about to leave house with mum to go uni..then...all of a sudden..pop!! sis appeared at the doorstep!!
so long didn't see her..miss her soooo much ( though i always deny it, but am coming to terms with it )
decided not to go uni instead. wanted to spend tme with her. had breakfast with her then went market with her..bought some groceries. then, i opened her luggage only to find my favourite penang biscuit sitting at a corner.

" i bought for u, eat la " whoa...and eat it i did!! finished one whole packet some more..haih.what to do la..no more penang biscuit fro the rest of the week already. regret finishing it all at once. i think i'm rather of an extremist. once i like something...i will like it sooo much...that's the end of it. but, once my taste changes..i will have no part of it. not touching even a single bit of it.weird, huh?
that's me!! =)


feels so nice to have a complete family at home....
wish sis will never go back...but..this wish will never come true..

Don't tell your secret to your girlfriend who has a boyfriend!!

Y?..because...she will eventually tell YOUR secret to HER boyfriend!!!
I just found this out today..when i opened up my e-mail and surprise surprise!!..a greeting from her boyfriend...e-mailing me things concerning my secret!!!

arhhggh!!I'm just so pissed off...!! I thought i could trust her with it...but i was wrong!!

Lesson for the day: keep ur secrets away from girls who has a boyfriend...of course, this would be an exception to Anna and Mi Chelle..truly a trustable lot of friends..!!

Guilty

haiyah...stayed at home whole day today...but didnt do any study.went market buy groceries for grandaunty..then she cook cook cook..i eat eat eat..after eat eat eat..i go sleep sleep sleep.i think it is more of a holiday to me than a study break!

feel so guilty la..din study today..cannot!!tomorrow must go uni and study..must focus..!!must catch up with others!

說愛你!!

說愛你 (電影(空中敗金女)中文主題曲)

詞:天天 曲:周杰倫

我的世界 變得奇妙更難以言喻
還以為 是從天而降夢境
直到確定 手的溫度來自你的心裡
這一刻 我終於勇敢說愛你
一開始 我只顧著看你
裝做不經意 心卻飄過去
還竊喜 你 沒發現我 躲在角落
忙著快樂 忙著感動
從彼此陌生到熟 會是我們從沒想過
真愛 到現在 不敢期待
要証明自己 曾被你想起 Really?
我胡思亂想就從今天起I WISH
像一個陷阱 卻從未猶豫 相信
你真的願意 就請給我驚喜

關於愛情 過去沒有意想的結局
那天起 卻顛覆了自己邏輯
我的懷疑 所有答案因你而明白
轉阿轉 就真的遇見了Mr.Right

我的世界 變得奇妙更難以言喻
還以為 是從天而降夢境
直到確定 手的溫度來自你的心裡
這一刻 我終於勇敢說愛你


wah!!..so meaningful this song.I like it!!!speaks so much..thanx Tze Yan!

why should i care?

"Losing Grip"
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care we're not going newhere

back to imu and back home

went back to imu yesterday..thought i would study better in uni...quite true.,but..dunno wat actually prompted me to go back ..but i din have to sit lrt to go back!!!! yea!! mum was on the way to work..so...she sent me...she said she was free that day...spent 2 hours with her..talking about life in uni....life as Junie..wats been going on...how i am feeling.had brekfast with her in Sri Petaling. Shared some stories about friends in IMU.How they "take care" of me..buy food for me from Food Avenue and say its the FA taukeh balanja me wan..when actually they paid for it.!!.. how they took care of my Futsal injured wound which personally would not have bothered taking care of properly if i was staying at home and not in vista.

went for taekwando.was left alone again..ate in the middle of the night...Phillip la!! cahllenge me..to study till 5 am. i thought of taking up the challenge, so i ate to keep awake..who knows..after eating...doink...i slept!!..so..i lost int he challege!! haih!!.physio not easy ..especially defense system..so many new things to learn and memorise.

woke up this morning..been thinking whether to go Tioman a not....6 girls going only.hmmm..
..been thinking whether to go home to study a not..
went to library...met siau rong, Debbie and Phillip..asked them.

many a time..i think we like to make conclusions of a person....i think it is really so unfair to that person..people , people....why do wehave to judge a person?...who are we to judge?..arent we just mere mortals exisiting to enhance and lighten the lives of others?and not condemming and making others feel bad and loath themselves?why?...why cant we give a fair chance to people around us to be themselves and not be judged based on what they say and do?

BM oral

haih.... finally finish BM. so relieve.Very happy because scored quite well. Pou wee got 37 for BM out of 60.!! shocking!! but, he told us the story behind. let's just keep it behind the scenes and thank those who helped him with his score. he very funny la, got 7 marks from cikgu just for saying " Betul!! " haha!! Congrats, pou wee!! You are the man!!

friday got english. dunno la.scared.

yesterday was really messy day. During cheerlead, things happened. i know its quite stupid to get frustrated over some tiny weeny thing. arghh....why couldn't i control my emotions ...!! tried not to show it but everyone realised. but, no one really cared how i felt...( i guess). since getting into IMU, i realised life is really one's own journey. You determine what you gonna do next, it is you who determine who you want to mix with, who are your real friends, no one's gonna care unless you take the initiative move first. isnt life funny? Sometimes, its really lonely down below. But, then and again, what can you do...?Life IS a single journey.

Anyway, feel really useless sometimes. i know i can do somethings but..why can;t people just let me try!!! noo harm trying!!!arrgghgh! sometimes, it feels really really sad when people look at you and see a small little girl. it is perfectly fine if i look like a small girl ( hey, God is the one who gave me this look , okay?), but, the worst part of it is...they treat you as a small little girl as welll!!!..i mean..hullloo...im already how old oo..i know how to think okay...?sometimes, i might act a bit silly but that doesn't mean i AM really a dungu !! it is seriously depressing when people think you don't know how to think!!! what is up with this world la!!!!

helloo

today is my first time logging in...hmmm..feels very funny to be writing in blogspot. Elyne helped me to use my page. i dunno wat is it for ...but it sounds fun..so im just trying it out. dunno whether i will last ....let's juz wait and see