BM oral
haih.... finally finish BM. so relieve.Very happy because scored quite well. Pou wee got 37 for BM out of 60.!! shocking!! but, he told us the story behind. let's just keep it behind the scenes and thank those who helped him with his score. he very funny la, got 7 marks from cikgu just for saying " Betul!! " haha!! Congrats, pou wee!! You are the man!!
friday got english. dunno la.scared.
yesterday was really messy day. During cheerlead, things happened. i know its quite stupid to get frustrated over some tiny weeny thing. arghh....why couldn't i control my emotions ...!! tried not to show it but everyone realised. but, no one really cared how i felt...( i guess). since getting into IMU, i realised life is really one's own journey. You determine what you gonna do next, it is you who determine who you want to mix with, who are your real friends, no one's gonna care unless you take the initiative move first. isnt life funny? Sometimes, its really lonely down below. But, then and again, what can you do...?Life IS a single journey.
Anyway, feel really useless sometimes. i know i can do somethings but..why can;t people just let me try!!! noo harm trying!!!arrgghgh! sometimes, it feels really really sad when people look at you and see a small little girl. it is perfectly fine if i look like a small girl ( hey, God is the one who gave me this look , okay?), but, the worst part of it is...they treat you as a small little girl as welll!!!..i mean..hullloo...im already how old oo..i know how to think okay...?sometimes, i might act a bit silly but that doesn't mean i AM really a dungu !! it is seriously depressing when people think you don't know how to think!!! what is up with this world la!!!!
friday got english. dunno la.scared.
yesterday was really messy day. During cheerlead, things happened. i know its quite stupid to get frustrated over some tiny weeny thing. arghh....why couldn't i control my emotions ...!! tried not to show it but everyone realised. but, no one really cared how i felt...( i guess). since getting into IMU, i realised life is really one's own journey. You determine what you gonna do next, it is you who determine who you want to mix with, who are your real friends, no one's gonna care unless you take the initiative move first. isnt life funny? Sometimes, its really lonely down below. But, then and again, what can you do...?Life IS a single journey.
Anyway, feel really useless sometimes. i know i can do somethings but..why can;t people just let me try!!! noo harm trying!!!arrgghgh! sometimes, it feels really really sad when people look at you and see a small little girl. it is perfectly fine if i look like a small girl ( hey, God is the one who gave me this look , okay?), but, the worst part of it is...they treat you as a small little girl as welll!!!..i mean..hullloo...im already how old oo..i know how to think okay...?sometimes, i might act a bit silly but that doesn't mean i AM really a dungu !! it is seriously depressing when people think you don't know how to think!!! what is up with this world la!!!!
posted by junie at 1:07 PM
4 Comments:
Hey hey! Welcome our family of bloggers! Em. Dun really agree with what you've written about "it's you who determine who you want to mix with, who are your real friends bla bla bla...". Sometimes we can't choose which friends we wanna make with you know. Things just come and go naturally. So, dun get too emotional when it is the time you have to let go of something.
Oh, I love the phrase, "Live is a single journey". Surely make me think.
hey lady! don worry bout it... it's pretty untrue on your concept of YOUR life. Well, since that i know u, yea, perhaps now is a single journey fer u, but it won't be long running since that i know the person u r.
N yea, it's a cruel fact that surface impression gets right into your nerves sometimes. but HECK, u r not alone. do not fume over this matter too much. moreover u felt like dis over d period of imu cup month. i, too, felt like a complete helpless pathetic loser myslf, but i shan't rant bout it ever again. no point. so, my advise is... go seek salvation to devoid ur unpleasantness ok? *muuuaaax* junie gal!
Life's is not a single journey... there are always ppl around you.. you probably can't live in a world lonely.. there are so many suprise to be discovered.. you got some many frenz around you!!
yup, sometimes u may get used to ppl doing things for u, or even paying attention to you all the time (most cases its ur family) that u find it pretty lonely stepping out into the "outside world" so to speak. One thing i've learnt is not to expect too much from ppl. That way u don't get dissapointed so easily. Or ppl can't let u down~cos u never expected anything in the 1st place. As for ur frens, sumtimes its up to u who u wanna allow to be ur frens. In all things, give thanks.
Childish? ah, blame it on ur genotype and phenotype. Dun worry too much what other ppl think. You're out not to please man, but God. :)Cheers.
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