too self-conscious for good???
hmmm..i have been wondering...is it bcoz i have dyed my hair, i have become prettier or is it that i look weird? how come i go everywhere also ppl look at me one? haha!! really strange that i should say this in my blog, but that s just how i really feel. actually, ii dun really feel comfortable you know when ppl look at you, even if you don't know the person. Do you feel that same? Do you feel that pppl are always looking at you ?or is it just my stupid self-consious mind telling me that ppl r looking at me?hmmmmm..is not life again weird?..
I have come to a conclusion ( which is no conclusion at all ! )
Ppl look at you ( even if they don't know you ) bcoz,
1. You are pretty... ( which i dont really think so in my case, though i would like
to believe it is, there r so many other pretty lads! y me? )
2. There is something on your face ( maybe your face is smudgy, or it could be even
bcoz there is a 'nose shit' mucus hanging out of
your nose !!HA! HA!This is real common, believe me, ive seen it in so many ppl.
but, how do you tell them without embarrasing them? for me, ill just
tell.hehe..although it would be really funnily embarassing. )
3. They have got nothing better to do than to look at ppl(whoever it is, ugly,pretty)
4. They look at you bcoz you look at them ( then, they will think u r looking at
them, and they think y you look at them, then, they will think, you look at them
bcoz you think they are pretty, then , they snub at you just bcoz they think you
think they are pretty ) Man, how i hate all these egoistic self-centered, think
they are these real real beautiful beings existing in this world as if they are
the queen of the universe.Get real ppl!!! everyone is beautiful in thier own
personal way. even if you are seriously physically more beautiful than the
others,and have a nice body, that doesn't give you any credit or whatsoever to
snub at ppl who are less of you!)
conclusion : i still dunno...y do ppl look at you, when u go p/malam, market, uni,y?
don't look at you cannot meh? ....they got nothing better to do meh?
I have come to a conclusion ( which is no conclusion at all ! )
Ppl look at you ( even if they don't know you ) bcoz,
1. You are pretty... ( which i dont really think so in my case, though i would like
to believe it is, there r so many other pretty lads! y me? )
2. There is something on your face ( maybe your face is smudgy, or it could be even
bcoz there is a 'nose shit'
your nose !!HA! HA!This is real common, believe me, ive seen it in so many ppl.
but, how do you tell them without embarrasing them? for me, ill just
tell.hehe..although it would be really funnily embarassing. )
3. They have got nothing better to do than to look at ppl(whoever it is, ugly,pretty)
4. They look at you bcoz you look at them ( then, they will think u r looking at
them, and they think y you look at them, then, they will think, you look at them
bcoz you think they are pretty, then , they snub at you just bcoz they think you
think they are pretty ) Man, how i hate all these egoistic self-centered, think
they are these real real beautiful beings existing in this world as if they are
the queen of the universe.Get real ppl!!! everyone is beautiful in thier own
personal way. even if you are seriously physically more beautiful than the
others,and have a nice body, that doesn't give you any credit or whatsoever to
snub at ppl who are less of you!)
conclusion : i still dunno...y do ppl look at you, when u go p/malam, market, uni,y?
don't look at you cannot meh? ....they got nothing better to do meh?
posted by junie at 12:08 PM
14 Comments:
you should not under estimate yourself. U basically have it all- the entire package of a female that all the guys out there are dying for. So, from today onwards, u shall not feel intimidated about what other people think of u. U will stand tall and knowing that U, yourself is GOOD. Nothing beats what u have inside, the true beauty of you: your personality. That is what makes you beautiful!
hey junie...
This happened in my papa's shop.
This customer came in and I served her as usual. Then, I noticed she was like... looking and sort of giggling.... HHMMMM ???!!!
** I wondered.... **
She got her things and left...
Curiousity made me go to the mirror! When I looked into it, GUESS WHAT ?!!
# RED DOT #
There was a RED DOT on my nose. Just like a clown. funny clown!
hmm... then only I realised.
I was actually having a CREAM CAKE just before I went to the customer.
C larr... she saw it but "SHY??" to tell me...
haiiiyyyoooooohh...
how have u been doing lately?
best regards from a friend somewhere in this planet. p(^__^ #)
helo little,i noe who are u
but do u know who am i
i guess u do....
how are u la
tak hiraukan people also
anyway,junie u look good,dun wory
dear junie,
u are definitely not alone anymore in this world. Everyone around the world has kept their eyes on u recently, dun u feel it at all? U're never an insignificant person to anyone...people love u for who u are, for the real person u are deep inside. If they shunned themselves away from u, this is probably so when they have not seen beyond u. In addition, perhaps it's time u open up, to be more extrovert than being an introvert and receive good things that come with good sense of judgement. Receive true friends that remember u after years of separation! Reply to them, make them feel good for having a friend like u and in return, make urself feel good for replying to a true friend who never thinks that u're insignificant.
anonymous, u r...???
Are you the "anonymous" i know?
WHO ARE YOU? N how u know me?
hooo Junie,
I like you so much when I first met u. You make ppl around u feel warm even when u say nothing. You do have lotta things to say actually huh?
Junie, you are pretty. Pretty not as those with heavy makeup... fancy dresses or.... BUT just as simple as who u are. Your inner beauty...
.........cont.....
p(^-^#) little
I'd prefer to be known as anonymous 2. I posted the 1st and the 4th comments. The 3rd comment belongs to the one who knows little. I do NOT know u little. Sorry
Thanks sooo much everyone., annonymous and little grass for your real downn to earth comments. its a great encouragement to be bring me back to the real world...you know..i always feel i dun deserve to be born...its like a struggle to live on everyday.. dunno why...somehow...neway.. who is annonymous? ii really seriously have no idea..maybe someone i know from seconddary school?
U do not know me coz i'm kinda insignificant to u. I was never ur friend till i u came to me in IMU but thereafter, we did not communicate much. My basis of bein here is to show u the COLOUR of the world. Many things out there that u ought to see. Accept what may come. Reply to friends that care for u, though they are far far away. Bare in mind that true friends will not forget u & they are those that will care for u. Do not ignore them (remember anyone lately?) Anyway, u will know me as ur guardian angel. Signing off but will always be there for u...
Olaa.. junie,
I got this email frm a frend.
Why do Women Cry?
A little boy asked his mother,
"Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he asked God. He said,
"God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said:
" When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
**The last two sententence**
hey junie,
I don't like it when there's a group of ppl gossiping and talking on "somebody". Can't they stop that? They aren't talking ppl's good but their "this n that".
Well, those are ppl's mouth. We can't stop that.
When I looked back...
During the sad n unhappy moments, the biggest LOVE I had always come from my FAMILY... my MOMMY...
**God blessed**
hahha.. mebbe its ur blur face :P how are u doin? heheh...
Hey Junie,
Don't worry bout what people think so much. Guess it's human nature to worry bout how ppl see us, how we stand among them and all. I've found that we worry most of the time because we've put our security in the hands of others. We worry that they don't like us, or that we're not good enough or for other reasons. When we put our security in God (something I'm still learning), then we will not worry so much. What God thinks of me is more important than what man thinks. God sees us with perfect eyes, man sees us with imperfect eyes. God loves us as we are, beauty in every way and flaws - unconditional love. Man, loves us for many reasons, some for good reasons, some for bad. And man's love is not perfect. God'll always love us no matter what we are and where we go.
I don't know why people look at us so much, or why people like to gossip, or why the first thing people think is that we did something wrong... Guess it's human nature.
Don't worry about why people look at you. You are beautiful when you are who you are, because God made you beautiful. It's when you try to be everybody, that the beauty is some what lost. From what I know of you, you have a way of making people feel important, a great gift. Use it to the max!
I love you for who you are. Not because you are perfect, but because you are Junie! The only reason I need to love you is that my Heavenly Father loves you. We love because He first love us.
Sometimes, we stare at others like we stare at monkeys in a cage.. and sometimes they stare at us back the same way.. funny how people are..
-k
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