Thursday, April 28, 2005

Accident...

Monday

was the worst day of the year.!! i answered badly in pharmaco, was so upset about it , didnt have mood to study for biopharm, so watch lots tv to distract myself from thinking about it. Anyway, me being me, wanted to do something wacky for the day to destress myself. A trip to the pasar malam would do the trick!! So, i decided, why not i ride on the motorbike ? Ya. ok. so, i kinda persuaded sis to go with me on my motor ride. But, instead of dad being the driver, i was !!! that is without license.so..there goes another of my life adventure which turns out to be a disaster...why so i always end up with tragic endings???guess...i am jus a 'sao ba xing' haha!!!no wonder till now also no boyfren...haha!!!

EXAM OVER !!! YEEE Hah!!!!

wah!!! so extremely, tremendously, relieved that exam is over. All the horror of studying in the small room facing all those stupid carzy books.!!! Exams are so artificial. U memerosie the module notes, go into exam hall, then u vomit everthing you memorise onto the sheet of paper.then, u forget everythting about it. stupid exams!!! I like to do homework but....exams?..hmmm....

so, now that exam over, must celebrate !! but.. dunno how to celeb now

Thursday, April 07, 2005

why Love?

Its not about wanting wat u wat ..but a matter of whether that thing wants you...ain't that true. you see..it's not wrong to love someone, is it?.but. prob is..if you love someone, it really does hurt si badly too know that that person you love, loves u not.ain't that true?so, then, another question, why love, when it hurts so much?why love when love does not love u?hmmmm

talked to my mummy recently...she said

1." never love a person who loves everybody, because, in the end...you will end up loving everybody as well..." get what i mean here?

2. never love a person who disrespects his/her parents-- second thing to consider

why is it that the person you love , don't love you in return?.is it that you are not good enough for d fella?..is it that you are not compatible for d person?or is it just simply that..God has someone else in mind for you?..
but...again..the question..how do you know..that someone is the someone?..huh?..confusion again....love..so mysterious and killing !!!

ruined spaghetti

my sis requested that i cook spaghetti for her...i think it was nice, she said it was ok..complained that i put in too much tomatoes.hmmm..but too bad..cant eat much coz i got beta-carotene poison. but, i really like it...especially the meatballs..yummmm....cerewet little sister,,,next tiem dont coook for her di!.hmmgh!

kids....

so sleepy now..done pharmaco draft but i still had to burn midnight oil....cos have to edit the draft. i din go uni ..so i should have even more time to do..and not brun midnight oil. but...i had to help mummy teach english to the kids!! those kids are so naughty naughty..everytime "game, game ,game" only know how to play game. so, this time i gave them a dictation test!! funny..they enjoyed it..cos they can get points!! kids...its all about out doing their counterparts... that's the only way too motivate them to do something..every little thing they do have to realte to their points..noisy..minus marks..dont' finish on time, minus marks also!!!im a meany!! hehe...